Health / Re: Depression
« on: May 15, 2011, 05:59:35 pm »1 - the utter pointlessness of my life, and therefore the fact that any problems i may have ahead of me in my life ultimately don't matter, because in the long run it's still just a matter of getting old and dying.
2 - the fact that i am nothing but a piece of shit, always was and always will be and i never deserved a life any better than the shit i got in the first place.
our ultimate fear is that of truth. once you accept the truth you have nothing left to fear.
we are born in total ignorance. in the first years of our life our parents stuff us with lies and pink illusions and we proceed with our own false hopes and dreams. then gradually as we come into contact with reality it begins to chip away at our castles in the sky and every time another dream of ours gets shot down we find ourselves on our knees crying ...
that is until you realize it was ALL just a dream - it was never real - there is nothing to lose because it was never there to begin with