i had 1/2 gallon of ice cream in one day and a bar of chocolate...
im seriously addicted, i cant seem to break this.
please help
ive been there Metallica, that viscious cycle of eating great for a couple days, and then binging on complete crap. the best motivator for me was to just remember that feeling that i would have immediately after i would binge...just dirty, grody, fat and guilty. and it seemed that everytime i binged i would promise myself that "thats it, im not doing that again, i feel sooo shitty that thats the last time", and i would really feel strong about it...until a couple days later when a certain junk food would pop into my head, it was almost like it was calling me. i always was able to find some excuse like " i ran yesterday" or "im stressed, this will help me feel better", i was always able to validate my upcoming binge.
but that totally self-loathing feeling that i would get was just horrible, so the last time i did it i just really let that gross feeling saturate me so i would remember it, how crappy i felt. so anytime something would pop into my head i would just force myself to really remember that feeling. it seems to work pretty good. then i added in doing something physical anytime that i wanted to binge. i would get the idea that "i would really enjoy some cookies or something right now", but then instead i would force myself to go for a mountain run or something. once i finished the run i would feel so good and strong about my descision that it really would help my fortitude the next few days. instead of getting fat off of a binge, i got lean off of a run. after a few months of doing that i lost any want to binge.
keeping motivational pictures as well as motivational quotes around you, especially places you are prone to feel like you want to binge.
another good way is to make up some of "the primal diet " nut butter/nut formula, it really satisfies any craving for bread or baked goods.
also, just getting outdoors, even if at night, helps "change your mind" about binging. go for a walk, it'll clear your head.
the most important thing is to "let it go" after you binge. understand what you did and accept it, and then move on.
Today is the Tomorrow you wished for Yesterday.