Haven't updated in a while.
My diet is half cooked half raw. Mostly raw meat, fat, organs, cooked starch and vegetables, some fruit, some cooked animal products.
NY winter is one of the worst provokers of symptoms. The cold weather it brings aggravates symptoms including fatigue, poor digestion, pain, brain fog, blood flow, weakness, and weight loss. Even with a carefully constructed diet, the harsh climate + school will interrupt recovery. The contrast between summer and now is huge, as I was able to perform a wider variety of actions (physical, mental, etc) than now. School is a big problem - stressful, uncomfortable, and unhealthy environments worsen illness and pain. Going to have to switch to homeschooling as soon as possible. It's hard attending school when getting out of bed is such a big mission.
Important priority to move to a better climate, part of my family has considered moving to San Diego but that won't be possible until later this year.
Bizarrely, even close family members dare to ignore or claim that it's all in my head. There are few people besides my mother who understand this. The people who insist that it's "mental" or non-existent are the ones who irritate me most. Without a doubt, the mind is known to have considerable effects on the physical being, but that's irrelevant in this case. So many factors make this more difficult.
It's clear that the goal of the food and drug industries is to keep people as sick as possible without actually killing them, and they are successful so far. All these antibiotics, medications, drugs, vaccines, GMOs, synthetic food addtitives, etc. are extremely dangerous and exist to harm\exploit those that take them. These corporations are slowly suffocating humanity and gaining funds from it, and are looked at as heroes by the ignorant. It seems that the USA is the epicenter of all these "breakthroughs", and the FDA druglords dictate more and more basic choices of the population. They only destroy the body more when they "treat" the very illnesses they created.
Doctors and other pawns of the medical industry are ignorant, delusional, or just morons.
I had doctors yell threats and pathetic excuses. One aggresively insisted that everything was psychiatric, that I needed to see a psychiatrist, that a negative reaction to antibiotics is impossible when physical symptom were clearly manifesting in front of him. Others claimed coincidence, false diagnostics, etc. It is clear that these moronic individuals know very little of health and are only an intermediate between the person and the medical industry. There are of course, exceptional doctors with common sense, for I am only speaking of the majority.
It's obvious what a mess humanity is today. Disorientated creatures who cannot function properly, robbed of thinking and reason. Schools process these cattle, leeching their life away, instilling nonsensical information. Of course, in the process, synthetic toxins are administered through medication and food. Not everyone survives these, most remain among the living not showing significant or noticable symptoms until an older age. I believe this onslaught of toxins is the most used weapon in tainting the human race. The end product is a dysfunctional robot, with few capabilities besides being a dysfunctional part of a large "machine".
Even the masses have some degree of common sense, the question is if they can realize the situation. Changes are occurring throughout the world. Changes in the food and drug industry are among the most important, as the new generations are being exposed to more poison - the truth is becoming more clear.