I fast every day and love it. Tyler, I dropped the ghee and lard and am now fully raw meat and raw fat.
Good that you dropped the lard and ghee. As regards ghee, I've always been sceptical that processing a harmful food somehow makes it better; there's always trace residues of allergens/toxins. In the case of lard, I hear there's even hydrogenated lard, quite aside from the grainfed issue.
I make a decent salary, but have no access to raw grassfed beef fat. What would you think about getting at least non-feedlot raw beef fat from Whole Foods? Or I could order the U.S. Wellness suet. I would not want the tallow, as that is cooked / processed.
I heard 1 or 2 vague claims that US Wellness meats were not perhaps high-quality(ie not 100% grassfed). On the other hand, I've had comments from others who say it's absolutely fine. I can't verify this rumour as I'm not in the US, of course.
As for Wholefoods, they are notoriously known as "WholePayCheck", and I simply don't trust larger businesses as being too concerned re quality of raw meats. Plus, I once went into the 1st Wholefoods store to be opened in the UK and was horrified to find no organic or grassfed meats available, just overpriced "standard" meats.Same with the fruit which was all "conventional" and similiarly over-priced.
I would have thought that the best option would be to order from some grassfed meat farm such as Slanker's or NorthStar Bison. Granted, there would be delivery-charges, but if the farm is near your State, those might be cheaper. Eatwild.com has suitable sources.
Right now I eat mainly Trader Joe's 80/20 ground beef, raw of course, which is not grassfed but is organic (per TJs) and I eat bone marrow fat raw (not grassfed either). I take Carlson cod liver oil. I was doing raw egg yolks, but since I've been air-drying my ground beef, a wet texture turns me off (which is why I struggle with liver).
I've just checked Carlson cod liver oil details online. I don't see any mention of raw, just a mention of "high-quality". I note that a "steam-extraction process" is used to get the cod liver oil so I'm not surprised there is no mention of raw in the material. I would strongly suggest you instead buy the genuinely raw, fermented cod liver oil from "Green Pastures". You might also consider Mercola's cold-extracted krill-oil as the latter contains even higher levels of omega-3s, so that is useful in times when you can't get hold of raw grassfed meats.
As for the grainfed issue, I'm not sure how you can stand it. I used to be forced to eat raw, grainfed marrow in Italy on vacation before I found my current source of grassfed horsemeat, and it was so bland in taste I had to force myself to eat it.
Re drying etc.:- If you can't handle raw liver, you could always mix a little of it into a food-mixer with raw meats, raw marrow etc. Also, I really recommend raw beef/ox tongue. While sources of 100% grassfed raw marrow are extremely difficult to find(I love the stuff), raw (100% grassfed) beef tongue is much easier for me to get hold of. The raw tongue is a bit slimy and most newbies feel the need to cut out and avoid the darker, stringier parts on the underside of the tongue as well as the hardened tip of the tongue, but raw tongue is something like 50-60% raw animal fat and excellent in taste. So, no need to go for raw liver or kidney as yet.