I didn't actually want to go back to cooked food but I was having problems with raw veganism and was trying to join the military to get out of my hometown so I began to eat normally in anticipation of what I'd have to do if I managed to enlist. Luckily for me, I now see, I was blessed with a symptomatic heart defect that kept me from joining so now I'm taking what I learned from raw veganism and a previous attempt at a raw omni diet to live my life to the fullest.
I plan to eat mostly raw fish, raw eggs(along with some eggshell), and raw greens and root vegetables. From my past failures, I found that raw dairy would make me unhealthy, that the hormones in dairy and meat(but not fish, for some reason) would affect my mind in uncomfortable ways, and that raw vegetables would leave me very calm and focused but without energy. I've yet to try organ meat but will probably avoid it for the hormonal reasons that I felt when eating raw meat previously.
I have a lot of problems with cooked food, namely that it causes me to gain weight, break out, causes me to tired quickly from exercise, and makes it difficult to think. I actually find it nearly impossible to read a book if I'm eating cooked foods unless I've fasted all day and only eat when I'm done reading. I've alternated between various diets in the past to compare and contrast all of my experiences and I'm definitely at the point where I am dedicating myself fully to a raw omni diet.
