Thank you Dorothy!
Yes, relaxing is something I need to work on. I am typically pretty laid-back, attitude wise, but I am a very idealistc person. I have a great imagination, and reality doesn't always measure up. I am slowly learning that something *real* but imperfect is still millions of times better and more satisfying than any ideal vision I can dream up in my head. :-)
I also have a terrible habit of multi-tasking, which is unfortunetly necesarry (and actually praised!) in my current job, but I try not to overload my senses so much when I'm at home.
And like you said, if I find a plan that works for me, it really doesn't matter if I never figure out exactly what triggered my MS. I'll make that more of a background research project; to be finished eventually but not a #1 priority to stress over.
After putting together everything I've heard from people like AV, and the "Fear of the Invisible" book (so far--bout 1/2 way through it), along with more mainstream science and the germ theory, it kind of seems that both are correct, in some ways. I don't think bacteria, parasites and espeically viruses are exactly the "bad guys" that mainstream medicine makes them out to be, but then again they do appear to be contagious and harmful, in some instances at least (which could have to do with them having too much toxic tissue to clean up in modern sick humans, or also being mutated or created by our meddling in bio warfare etc. and unnatural lifestyles), but also the theory of detoxification makes sense in some situations. Maybe we'll never know! Maybe we're not supposed to? Who knows LOL! :-P
Like you said, now its important for me to relax into my new plan, and get healing, and re-evaluate it if something doesn't seem to be going right (ex, dairy). However, I seem to be doing really well with it so far (haha about a day into it)! No obvious symptoms or anything that are common to dairy intolerance (ex, excess mucus, gas, GI upset etc) My body seems to love all the fat, and I feel much calmer and more grounded still. And my tingly feet thing seems to be going away, and my gut seems to be working pretty well. And I'm not hungry and snacking all the time like I was when I was eating sweet stuff! I think at the very least, I need to cut out any sweet taste for a while, to get un-addicted.