I think you should eat whatever raw meat taste good to you. With any type of sauce. You could try warming oil and barbecue sauce in a pan and putting thin slices of tender steak or hamburger in it just to warm it, try not to brown it at all. I used to eat horse-raddish and mustard, with mayo on all beef. Don't go for organs for a bit, just stick with what you really liked most and have it as raw as is good. That's what I did. I really like raw better now. Everybodies going to hate me for this but if all else fails try rolling chunks of raw beef up in sliced cheese(even cooked), salami, or lightly cooked bacon. Make eggs soft boiled let it grow on you. I revolt any time I try to force something unpleasant on myself, but if I find a way to enjoy a healthfull thing I want more. I hope it helps. Keep going out for sushi at least a few more times. I still love the way a professional can slice and prepare it so beautiful. Let yourself have it with ginger, soy sauce, whatever. Have it in rolls with rice if you need it that way. Just get as much raw animal food in you and awaken your primal palette