I would consider myself a success story in the making. I have healed alot, but not completely. I believe in complete healing, of course, but it takes time, we have to understand that and try to keep things in context. Most of us have been on a course of degeneration our whole lives, from being 5 years old, eating Kraft Macaroni and Cheese, and getting our asses whipped with a wooden paddle. Its no wonder I still have Daddy issues...
Anyway, its been a long, confusing, blurry road. I'm remembering a time a few years ago, when me and my twin brother would drink a jug of Carlo Rossi daily. Or a bottle of Bombay Sapphire. And loads of 40s. My brother would complain of weird Head and EarPains brought on from the drinking, and I cared for him, but neither of us could stop. I remember this one time when I was playing music, and my brother told me to turn it off because hes not in the mood. I kept it playing because I didnt care. He left the house, and I went out to look for him, for fear that he might kill himself. We were both drunk... I was running around looking for him feeling hopeless and lost. Our relationship together was quite destroyed. We were total Nervous Wrecks. It was hell.
Since then there has been alot of changes, and lots of pain. There was progress, albeit slow, most often unnoticeable, to the point where the situation still appears hopeless. One day you're 100% in Hell, the next day 99.9999% in Hell.
To condense down years of progress into few words, we were raw vegan at one point, which helped, and then we started to deteriorate, so we eventually ate our first MeatMeal in a while... raw salmon. As far as alcohol goes, we "upgraded" to quality CraftBeers, homemade beers, etc. It was progress, but still we were overdoing it and destroying ourselves. It was the only way we felt "normal" and "happy", but at some point we had to stop.
Lately I've been having my share of crappy feelings, so once again, with all the negativity, it can be hard to notice how much things have improved. It is starting to become more clear, as the smoke clears more and more. My mood seems to be stabilizing significantly, even over the course of the past few days, being that I'm always making changes to try to help myself. We just cut out fruits (we had an unhealthy relationship with them), we just started Hydrogen Peroxide therapy and Urine therapy, we're taking OxBile to help digest our meals, etc.
As far as diet goes, I've been doing my own version of the GAPS diet, which I highly recommend. BoneBroths, yummy supernutritious CookedAnimalParts such as tongue, organs, Oxtail. Raw egg yolks, Juices, etc. And we've been working in some RawMeats as well.
We had raw Smelt and raw Lamb Kidney earlier. And we just had a meal of LambHeart and LambTongue, roasted in the oven. With OxBile of course. Yummy'n'Nourishing. When we were in the kitchen preparing our meal, our Mom said "you know you guys are looking better now... you're getting Meatier... remember when I said that you guys looked anorexic?"