Maybe you wrote this before Gs's invitation to you to for us to get to know you better, and hence have reconsidered. One thing you might consider is to inquire within yourself, as to why you insulate yourself from any feedback here. And a lot has been given. I have particularly paid attention as I have been curious as to how your mind thinks and functions. Personally I find it fascinating how some can believe 100% of what they think and say,, ( and more interestingly that they will defend their position to the 'death', ) while others with some maturity to life have grown to realize that the mind and it's thoughts are only slightly accurate, and the bigger truth to anything lies outside the minds grasp. My guess is it's the amount of pot you use. I was the same when I got high all the time. I Could Not be wrong, , never! I thought I knew everything and it was my job to inform, cause everyone else was so naive. With me, marajuana fed my ego big time,, and diminished my skills at being sensitive, to the more quieter, subtler aspects of myself and others. I write this, well, maybe it applies to you, but I think you'll think it doesn't.
Why don't you stick around, lessen your tone, be more inquisitive, relieve yourself of the need to 'save' anyone here, and grow with us.